Lorraine lit a candle on 3rd December, 2008:

Love You Mum,
Just wanted to say hello and let you
know you are always in my thoughts.
I feel so alone without you, I miss you
so much.
This candle is filled with lots of hugs
and kisses for you, be sure to catch as
many as you can.
I will miss your forever xx
God Bless Angel, be happy, smile for me
and stay close xxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 2nd December, 2008:

Hi Mum,
It's December already, soon your birthday and christmas will be here.
This year is going to be so difficult for us to deal with, we are still hurting so much and christmas is such an
emotional time and you were such a big
part of our christmas. This birthday was
going to be a special one, 70, I guess it just wasn't meant to be, I hope you
enjoy it in heaven with the angels, I hope they make a fuss of you, look down
on us on the 22nd because it will be a
hard day for us not being able to celebrate with you.
On Sunday St. Catherine's Hospice are
having a Tree of Light Service, it is
for anybody who has lost a loved one, it
is a chance to sponsor a light on a large christmas tree that will shine all
over the christmas period, we have also
been given silver candles to write our own messages to our loved one and we can
either add it to ST. Catherine's tree or
you can take it home and put it on your
own christmas tree, all four of us have
got a candle to write for you mum, look
out for your light on the christmas tree
it is lit with lots of love for you from
us.
Keep watching over us mum,we need you to stay close to us.
God Bless You Sweetheart, your are in my
thoughts and in my heart always.
WE ALL LOVE YOU XX
Matt xx, Josh, xx, Graham xx

harry lit a candle on 30th November, 2008:

hi nan

I have had fun at school im at matt and joshes now weare haveing fun hope you are having fun love you nan

harryxx

Lorraine and Graham lit a candle on 29th November, 2008:

We have been talking about you so much
these last couple of days. Its lovely to
talk about the things you did, the things we all did together, how the kids
the big one,s and the little one's still
miss u so much. Karen came over today with the girls and Harry, we were talking about you and all the wrapping up you always had to do, never really getting it all finished but you wouldn't
let anybody really help, because we just
didn't do it exactly as you wanted. We laughed and we cried but it was fun just
remembering you. Sally came over to your
grave yesterday, that was special for her, because it's the first time since
your funeral, she was a bit upset but she coped really well, Vicki came with her, so you have had quite a few visitors this week.
Whilst Karen was here, Aimee found my photo's on the table, she found one of you and came running saying haraine I got nanny, she was so excited, bless her. She is a typical three year old, she pushed a bead down her ear at the beginning of the week, Kingston hospital
couldn't get it out, they sent her upto
St. George's they couldn't get it out, they had to take her back there yesterday and they had to sedate her so
they could get it out without distressing her, she is such a minx.
Everyone is fine now mum, but please stay close to us, we need you so much.
I wish we could all come and give you such a big hug, and hold you really tight. WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WE MISS YOU WITH ALL OUR HEARTS XXXX
Sleep tight sweet angel xxxx
Matt xx Josh xx

Lorraine lit a candle on 28th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
I have found a little poem for you
hope you like it,

Candles are a gift of light,
A tiny sun, a bit of star.
No other dancer in the night
Dances with such sheer delight,
Little souls serene and bright,
Each a glimpse of what we are
Shining innocent and pure.

Hope you can see the candle shining brightly, catch the hugs and kisses coming your way. One kiss from each of
us, so you have a lot to catch.
Heaven is lucky to have you, because we
love and miss you like hell down here,
I hope your christmas in heaven will be
full of love and fun, stay close to us
because we are going to need a lot of help to get through this christmas.
Santa is already missing all the presents you used to have for him, his
load will be a lot lighter this year.
The only present we all want is YOU.,
Jesus will take good care of you for us,
we will light candles and say a prayer for you on christmas morning xx.
Sleep tight Mum, love you so much xx
Matt xx, Josh xx, Graham xx

Lorraine, matt and josh lit a candle on 26th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Me, matt and josh wanted to light a candle and to say we miss and love you.
We and matt have been talking about you
a lot today, we talked about what we think you are doing and what we think heaven is really like, I wish you could
tell us. We wish you could talk with us,
talk about christmas, your birthday or
just plain nothing, just hear your voice.
Hi Nan,
Josh here, I have been to school today. and arsenal played last night, they beat Dynamo Kiev one nill, hope you have been having fun up in heaven, have you had a fly about with the angels yet.
I love and miss you nan xx

Hi Nan,
It's matt. Man utd drew last night with Vilarreal nil-nil. We played really well and had most of possesion, but they got lucky.
I am feeling alot better now and I took the plaster off to see my scar....
IT'S A BIG ONE!!!!
Will be going back to school on Monday and will hopefully do really well when I go back.
Love You Lots Nan,
MattXXX

Joshy lit a candle on 23rd November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been down karens for the past two days and I stayed down there beacuse matthew hasnt exactly been well.
I hope you are ok and I think you were watching over matthew just like you did to me when I had my accident.
It is starting to snow here and christmas is fast approching it is also very cold here so when we come to your garden today we will wrap up nice and warm.
Arsenal lost again yesterday we lost three nill to manchester city man united drew with aston villa nill nill.
Also Fulham held liverpool to a draw and pompey drew two two with hull.
Chealsea also drew nill nill with newcastle and stoke beat west brom one nill.
I am going to get some goldfish for christmas and me and matthew are going to go half anf half on some playstation games that we want and mum and dad are going to buy us a football game.
Tottenham and Blackburn both have a chance to get out of the bottom of the premiship today beacuse they both play eachother.
Fulham are all the way up in 9th now beacuse they are doing really well just like pompey.
Arsenal dropped to 5th yesterday and aston villa went to 4th so Arsenal need to start winning.
William gallas was not playing yesterday and he wasnt captain either and he has been given the chance to leave arsenal for good.
Van persie tried to score from a goal kick from manchester city's goalkeeper he through it up in the air the van persie took a shot and scored but it was not allowed.
R.I.P. Nan x x

Laurie Kat's Mommy lit a candle on 20th November, 2008:

Hello Marjorie,

I have a poem for you and your family, I know how they feel. They miss you more and more everyday. The power of God is wonderful, He gives us the strength we need, He allows us to look within our own hearts to find that strength.

With the holidays fast approaching we seem to love and miss you even more. Knowing we can no longer celebrate with you, we have to find peace and know you are with us.

Every goal that has ever been reached began with just one step-and the belief that it could be attained....

When the road becomes hard to travel and it feels as if you'll never reach the end....

Look deep inside your heart and you will find strength you never knew you had....

believe in yourself-and remember that I believe in you, too....

With Love Laurie

Lorraine lit a candle on 18th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Thought I would come by for a chat and
to tell you that I am still missing you
so much.
I think of you so much, it hurts to think that we wont see you anymore.
Christmas is fast approaching, I wish you could be here with us, I know that cant be, so I hope you have a lovely christmas in heaven with all your new friends and your mum, dad and paul.
Does heaven keep you busy, do you miss us as much as we all miss you? We all need you to watch over us, it is really
hard at the moment, especially with your
birthday and christmas getting closer.
Please say one of your prayers for all of us and stay close to us.
It was Simon's 21st yesterday, he is in
Spain this week with kev, tina & katie.
Watch out for this candle, and catch all
the hugs and kisses coming up to you.
Sleep tight, God bless xx xx, Matt xx,
Josh xx Graham xx

Joshy lit a candle on 16th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
Sorry I havent been on for a thew days.
My singing went really well on friday and I dedicated my song to you.
I watched children in need on friday and they raised 20,991,116 pounds.
I was going to stay up till 2:00 in the morning but I kept falling asleep and I went to bed at 11:45.
I went to your garden today and it is still looking nice and colourful.
R.I.P. Nan x x

Graham lit a candle on 15th November, 2008:

Alright Marge, can you hear me saying that? I hope so, well the site is all back now so you must be happy, we have all the graphics, words and pictures written down now so if it does crash again we will be able to put it back quickly. Will be to see you tomorrow, and see how your garden is and tidy you up. So see you later Marge.

Lorraine lit a candle on 13th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Sorry I haven't been on for a few days,
sometimes it is too hard to write things down without ending in tears.
I have been thinking of you all the time, and remembering a lot of things that we did together and the things that we said to each other, especially
when you were in hospital and then the
hospice, the pain at losing you is still
so strong, sometimes it feels like I cant get my breath when I think about you. I know you are with Paul, Gary and your mum and dad but I still need you here with me. I was talking to Maureen on Monday and she was saying she still looks for you when she gets on the bus in town, and that she says a prayer for you too. Jane was here on Tuesday she sends her love to you too.
Sleeptight, God Bless xx Matt xx Josh xx
Graham xx LOVE YOU xx xx

joshy lit a candle on 11th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been to school today and I have a pizza day tommorow.
I was in ICT today and at 11:00 we sat back from our computers and did the 2 minuite silence.
R.I.P. Nan x x

joshy lit a candle on 9th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I went to tennis today and we got there to find out that it was not on!
So I played on the practise wall with matt that was really fun Dad got his hair cut today and he looks weird.
Hope you have had a nice day and Karen went to your garden I hope you enjoyed seing the girls and Karen.
R.I.P. Nan x x x

Graham lit a candle on 8th November, 2008:

Alright Marge,
Just got up , gone nine o`clock must have been tired, still working hard.
So be up to see you this weekend as usual keeping things neat and tidy on the garden, I beleave Kevin has put something nice on so will have a look.
Sleep tight.

Joshy lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been to school today finnaly the end of the week.
I may go to your garden tommorow or if not definetaly on sunday.
I miss you more and more with every passing day and still wish you were here i bet you some times are sitting on our chair and nodding of to sleep.
R.I.P. Nan x x x

karen lit a candle on 6th November, 2008:

hi mum. been 4 months now,yet it feels like it was only last week,mum i miss you so much these past few months has been so hard,i finally got an all clear yesterday on the lump in my arm.well halloween was fun for the kids lorraine and graham had harry and the girls over they had lots of fun,fireworks haven't been so enjoyable but i'm sure you remember from previous years whats shes like with load noise's we spent most of the night consoling her in the end we put ear plugs in and finally she fell asleep.well mum i'l be taking kids to your garden at the week end, need to spend some time with you.i miss you so much.i need you so much mum. love you always,sleep tight take care.always in my thoughts.a big hug from the girls.

joshy lit a candle on 5th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
Happy Firework Night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been to school today and mum told me that it is four months since you left us I have been missing you so much lately.
I will go to your garden at the weekend and I miss u so much tonight.

R.I.P Nan x x x

joshy lit a candle on 4th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been to school today and thought about you all day long.
I am looking forward to going to your garden at the weekend and particarly looking forward to having a chat with you.




R.I.P. Nan x x x x

Graham lit a candle on 2nd November, 2008:

Alright Marge, Well a long day today,
putting your site back to normal, you must really of been unhappy with it, to make it go so horribly wrong, but having spent all day on it it is back to where it was,now stop mucking about and let me get on with it.

joshy lit a candle on 2nd November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have had a cooked breakfast this morning it was really nice.
I have been thinking of you and I wish you were still here with all of us I am going to tennis later on at 3:00 and matt went down to karen's yesterday and is coming back tonight.

R.I.P. Nan x x x x x x

Joshy lit a candle on 1st November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I went trick or treating last night and it was realy fun I went with matt and harry and some of our friends.
I hope you went trick or treating last night as well.
I miss you so much everyday and wih you were still here with us.
Might go to your garden today if not tommorow but your garden still looks nice and colourful.
R.I.P. Nan x x x x

lucie lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

Hello Nanny,

I love you Nanny i hope you'r haveing a lovely time in heaven it's halloween now.
We are haveing a little party tonight yay!!

I loveyou Nanny bye xxx

Matt lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

Hi Nan,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Have a good halloween today nan. Help all of us get loads of sweets today , and go trick or treating yourself!

Keep an eye on all of us tonight when we go out.

Karens coming over later. Me and Josh will carve a pumpkin out later.

Will speak to you soon Nan.

Love You Nan,

Mattxxx

nan lit a candle on 30th October, 2008:

hi nan


u know what nan im gnna do the fun run again 4 u and get better pic lol

luv u nan xxxxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 30th October, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Halloween is almost upon us now, how we
miss you for this one, the boys are going to go out trick and treating tomorrow, me and graham are going to go
as well so it should be fun.
I have really missed you coming into our
house with all the halloween goodies you
used to pick up, like the torches and the creepy bags to put all their trick and treat goodies in, last year me and jane took all the boys out and they all
used those green and orange ghost bags
that you got for them. W

Michelle lit a candle on 29th October, 2008:

Hi nan, sorry havent written for a while its difficult coz im never quite sure what to say, i just realli wish you were still here and we could have a good chat like we used to, i miss you soo much i'd thought it would get easier but it hasn't, i just hope you're happy where you are nan and look forward to seeing you again. Caitlyn getting big now crawling and sitting up on her own and this week she has cut 3 of her teeth she'll be walking and talking before i know it :) love you nan take care and will speak soon xxxx

joshy lit a candle on 28th October, 2008:

Hello Nan,
I have been thinking about you all over the weekend and yesterday. Matt took me out to play tennis yesterday and we had a good time at the park as well.




R.I.P. Nan x x x x

Joshy lit a candle on 25th October, 2008:

Hello Nan,
I have found a poem for you hope you like it.
As I lie awake at night,
Whilst others are asleep,
I take a trip down memory lane with a tear upon my cheek,
No one knows the heartache i've tried so hard 2 hide,
Or just how many times i've broken down and cried,
Cried beacuse I miss you,Cried beacuse I care,
Cried beacuse when I wake up i no you'll never be there!!
Thinking about you everday nan R.I.P

Lorraine lit a candle on 24th October, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Hope you liked the candle's and memories the boys have put on for you, they miss you so much, as we all do.
Joshy has an inset day from school today
so me and him are going to come down to
your grave a bit later on to see you and
to have a chat ok.
We have been wondering this morning what
we think you would be doing, and if you
are watching and listening to us, we hope that you are, please be happy though, that is what we really want.
Love You So Much, God Bless, Sleep Tight, give Paul a Big Hug from us all.
xx Matt xx Josh xx Graham xx

Joshy lit a candle on 24th October, 2008:

Hello Nanny,
I have been to school for these four days and broke up yesterday for half term.
I have been going to a football club after school on thursdays. I have also been going to a tennis club.
I think about you every day and miss you so much.
Love you Nan x x x

Graham lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

Alright Marge, Long time no candle , Sorry about that just been busy, have put the site back to where it was before it has crashed on numerous occasions, but still we have stayed up many a late night to put it back in. I hope this has put a smile on your face, and that you aprove. Sleep tight Marge

Laurie (Kathryn Coleman's Mommy) lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

Good evening Marjorie,

I wanted to stop by tonight and light this candle for your family. I understand there pain, I wish I could take all the pain and suffering they endure over losing you away. Please know you will always be part of my daily prayers. I pray for healing for all of us. God is a wonderful God and prayer is so powerful, I will continue to pray for you. We all have become a family on this site, your pain and worries have become mine as well. I love you for the strong person you are. We will all be ok one day, although our pain may subside, our love for our loved one will only get stronger.

Lorraine, Please Take Care. I wish I could give you a big hug, please know I am with you in spirit. Celebrating your mom's 70th Birthday will be so difficult for you. Kat died on Sept 11, 2007 and her 11th Birthday was December 23rd. I cried for hours straight, I did have a Birthday party for her on her birthday, family and friends help celebrate her special day. there wasn't a dry eye in the church hall. We released 50 balloons to her in Heaven. I will be here for you, my email is katkatsmommy@yahoo email me anytime.

Your mom knows how much you love and miss her. She is doing great with Jesus, It's us left here who suffer without them. I miss my little girl so much. My husband of 16 years took his own life to be with his little girl. I have some comfort in knowing God forgave him for comitting suicide and allowed him into Heaven. I can only hold onto to my faith in Jesus that the two of them are together. My son has been an angel in Heaven for 19 years. I carried my precious son not knowing he didn't have any kidneys. My baby boy lived less than 12 hours. I never got the chance to see him or hold him in the hospital. I just pray when I get to Heaven I will know who he is, because I miss him just as much.

Here is another poem I found for your family. God Bless You

Lord you care so much
For the tears of a hurting child
Who has felt the grief of tragedy
Now no longer wears a smile

Unable to clearly express
How much she’s hurting inside
Not fully understanding the pain
Nor knowing the reasons ‘why’

She wants so much to reach out
To someone who will listen
Someone that can hold her close
And respond with godly wisdom

For she just needs a friend
To know what she’s going through
But often we don’t realize her grief
Because we are hurting too

Let her know you care Lord
And will be there when we’re not
The emptiness she feels within
May be filled with you oh God

May she know you as a father
And know you’re by her side
To come and wipe her tears away
When alone she silently cries

Hold her in your arms Lord
So she will be at peace
Allow us all to give her time
In dealing with her grief

For tears may last all night
But joy comes in the morning
So let her grieve throughout the night
For a new day will be dawning.

With Love Laurie

Laurie Kathryn Coleman's Mommy lit a candle on 20th October, 2008:

Hello Marjorie,

I wanted to stop by tonight and light this candle for you. I want your family to know you will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Here is a peom for your loved ones.

Dear God,

When I am lonely and,

Perhaps I feel despair.

Let not my ailing heart forget,

That YOU hear every prayer..

Remind me that no matter what,

I do or fail to do,

There still is hope for as long

As I have FAITH in YOU..

Let not my eyes be blinded

by Some folly I commit.

But help me to regret my wrong,

And to make up for it..

Inspire me to put my fears,

Upon a hidden shelf,

And in the future never to

Be sorry for myself.

Give me the restful sleep I need,

Before another dawn,

And bless me in the morning with

"THE COURAGE TO GO ON.."

God Bless You All

Take Care, Love Laurie

Matt lit a candle on 18th October, 2008:

Hi Nan,

I have had a really good week as i have
had good test results, done well at tennis and have been to your grave.

Hope you like how your grave looks at the moment and are enjoying life in heaven with others around you.

Love You Nan,

MattXXX

harry lit a candle on 15th October, 2008:

hi nan xx

i hope you like it in heaven with your mum and dad,your brother,and poul

Lorraine lit a candle on 13th October, 2008:

Hi mum,
The best and most beautiful things in the world, cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart.
This is how I feel when I think of you.
You will always have a special place in
my heart, and my heart will always feel the loss of you so much.
I hope you are happy in heaven and that you have many new friends to comfort you.
I will be down to see you again tomorrow
and we can have one of our little chats,
you will have had a few visitors this week, that will make you smile.
God bless you sweetheart, I love and miss you so much, sleeptight. Hugs to Paul xx.
Love matt xx, Josh xx, Graham xx

karen lit a candle on 12th October, 2008:

hi mum, been a while i know.took kids to your grave today.they miss you as we all do.i never thought any thing could hurt like this, i miss you so much.had a few dramas of my own, i have this lump come up in my arm, i'm sure it'l be nothing but they are being thorough. had two scans and now they what a mri done just a precaution but i'm a little nervious i must admit.anyway ur garden as the girls call it is looking lovely.lucie stayed at lorraines at the weekend and did you some lovely pictures which she got uncle graham to put on your site.hope your having fun mum love you lots, wish you were here. all our love now and always.x

Lorraine lit a candle on 8th October, 2008:

Hi mum,
I really do believe that you are looking after us still.
I really feel that you protected Josh for us on monday morning when he was hit
by that car, we were so frightened when
we first knew about it, when we saw that
he had been able to get up and walk away
with just a swollen, badly bruised and
grazed knee we knew you had been watching over him. Thank you for that, I
know it is selfish of me, but I couldn't
bear to lose him as well as you.
I know you understand what I am saying,
it is such a tough time at the moment for all of us. We all miss you so very much, we are trying to be strong but it is so very hard.
Say one of your prayers for us mum, I think we all need a bit of help with this, we need to find that same strength
that you had.
Love you mum, god bless, sleep tight.
Hope you can see this candle burning bright up to you and paul xxxx
Matt xx, Josh xxx, Graham xx

Joshy lit a candle on 7th October, 2008:

hello Nan,
I was very lucky today as I was hit by a car and luckily I was able to walk away I think you were there with me.
I have a poem for you hope you like it,
Guardian Angel from heaven so bright,
Watching beside me to lead me aright,
Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love.
Amen love you nan x x x

Graham lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

Alright Marge,
Sorry I have not written much lately just been so busy at work, Went to the grave again today and even after all the rain, it still looks fine, I think because you are shelted by the tree it helps.
Still working on the website, although have crashed it twice in one night and spent nearly 4 hours putting it back in, you must have been really unhappy with me that day.
Well you take care xx

harry lit a candle on 4th October, 2008:

alright nan its aimees birthday today
erm just wondering whats the shopping prices up in heaven and do you live in a big house and i bet you watch matt play tennis he's comming over later to stay and im going too get a new game soon bye nan love you.

bye nan xxxxx harry xxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 3rd October, 2008:

Hi mum,
Sorry I haven't been on for a few days,
some times I can't do it without getting upset. I can't win really, if I go on I get upset if I dont I feel guilty and feel like I have let you down. I hope you dont think that I dont care, I care as much as I always have and I always will. Love you so much and my heart is so heavy that I can't see you anymore. It has been almost three months and it still hurts so so much.
Myself and Karen went to your grave yesterday and put flowers down for you, your grave looks lovely, we are so proud of it and we hope you like it too.
Karen needs you to watch over her at the
moment, she needs you to get her through
the tough time she is having at the moment, keep your protective eye over her.
Mum love you so much, sleep tight hope you can see this candle shining bright
just for you and paul xx
Matt xx Josh xx, Graham xx

Michelle lit a candle on 30th September, 2008:

Hey nan hows you been? missing you loads, think about you all the time. Caitlyn getting so big now we had her 8month check up today and she's 16lb now lol, i hope you're ok where you are nan love you so much will be over to see you soon xxx

Graham lit a candle on 29th September, 2008:

Alright Marge, Well you are certainly telling me you dont like what Im putting on this site you`ve crashed it twice.
Went to come see you again today as I was off for a change, your garden still looking nice and tidy.
Alright take care night night

joshy lit a candle on 27th September, 2008:

Hello Nan,
I have been off school all this week and have thought about you every day.
I am going to a tennis open day tomorow with matt.




love you Nanxxxxxxxx

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 27th September, 2008:

God Bless..
Thank you for your kind words..
Rest Peacefully Marjorie..

matt lit a candle on 26th September, 2008:

Hi nan ,

How you doing up in heaven? Hope you are doing well with Jesus there with you.

Just recovered from my chicken pox and I hope you haven't got any illnesses.


Love you Nanxxxxxx

Matt xxxxxxx

Joshy lit a candle on 25th September, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I am missing you so much and i think about you every day.
I am really enjoying school I am in year 6 now and I never stop thinking about you when I am at school.



R.I.P. Nanxxxxxxxxx

Graham lit a candle on 23rd September, 2008:

Alright there Marge, well after the site crashed have managed to put alot back in and even some extra bits, plenty of your trips away, and your fun times.
Hope you like the memories.

karen lit a candle on 22nd September, 2008:

hi mum,hope you liked the flowers we put down yesterday.the grave is looking pretty nice now.we know you were scared u'd be forgotten but rest assured mum that will never happen.i look forward to that time with you for once i can talk to you with out you giving me any lip back.but truthfully i'd give anything to have it all back.miss you mum more and more every day. vicki's 18th birthday today i dropped card's round today and saw sally whilst i was there.she will come to see you soon. she's dealing with it the way she thinks she can.anyway mum i'l be over wednesday or thursday with miche ok. love you mum,night. night paul.xxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 21st September, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Just wanted to say "I LOVE YOU"
Matt, Josh and Graham send you kisses.
I came to see at the grave twice today,
once this morning with Karen and Harry,
and again this afternoon with Graham and the boys, did you like all the flowers we put down for you?
I will try and come over again during the week, but it depends how the boyds are, as tonight we found out that they both have caught chicken-pox, but we will be thinking of you, and we will be
on your site most days.
GOD BLESS, SLEEP TIGHT, SEE U SOON XXXX

Lorraine lit a candle on 19th September, 2008:

Hi mum,
Guardian angel from heaven so bright,
watching beside me to lead me aright.
Fold thy wings round me,
And guard me with love.
Softly sing songs to me of heaven above.
Amen
Hope those angels are singing to you mum
I hope they are looking after you for us.
Miss you and love you so much xxxx

matt lit a candle on 17th September, 2008:

Hi nan ,

Told you that I wouldnt write a poem this so I haven't.

I'm enjoying school, around all my friends and really nice teachers aswell.
Whenever I am not sitting next to someone or there is an empty chair , I always feel you are sitting there. Well maybe you are and I am happy about that.

Been out a lot at the moment, playing at the park with all my friends, or with mum and dad in town.Get upset when I know that I wont see you in poundland or any other of your favourite shops.

The memory of a good person like you is a bleesing.

LOVE YOU NAN XxXxXxx

MATT

Lorraine lit a candle on 16th September, 2008:

Death leaves a heartache,
no one can heal.
Love leaves a memory,
no one can steal.

Mum, missing you lots today.
I know I have lots memories of you,
and lots of pictures to look at, but
its just not the same as actually being
able to talk to you. I miss you so much
the pain is almost unbearable, I cant
help the tears coming, I am trying to
be strong but it is just so hard.
Karen and michelle came over yesterday,
the baby is getting so big now, you would be so proud of her, Amy came too.
She sent you kisses up to heaven.
Mum I hope you are happy, I know you are
not in any pain but I just need to know that you are happy?
Love you so much mum, god bless and sleep tight xxx
Kisses from matt and josh xx xx

harry lit a candle on 16th September, 2008:

nan love you this is for you xxxxxxxxxxxx

Nan you was there when i was born. You Had me on your knee.
Telling me all i needed to know in life.
Well i grew up fast.
Wot you said when i was younger is all true and has got me were i am today.
I am righting this really to say thanks for everything you have done for me.
I love you for everything.
You brought me up right.
You stopped me going off track.
You tought me thing's that helped me in life.
You made me laugh.
You made me smile.
You just did everything you could to make me happy.
Thanks Nan.

Graham lit a candle on 15th September, 2008:

Alright Marge,

Another hard day at the office, been trying to add something to your site, hopefully everyone will be happy with it.
Has to be perfect you know me,b ut have not managed it yet.
Well visited yesterday, and things still looking fine, you must have been smiling today as we had some sunshine for a change, you just keep that up ok.

Michelle lit a candle on 13th September, 2008:

Hi nan hows you doing? Missing you loads still seems so unreal that you're not here with us, Caitlyn growing so big now and she's started talking she's got mama and dada perfect now and i wish so much that you could see, tho i know ur watching us all from where you are, take care nan love you so much speak to you soon xxxx

Graham lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

Alright Marge, well another hard week at work, and the evening jobs still going strong, well Lorraine has got me up till all hours, putting photos and pictures on your site, not getting much peace at all. See you over the weekend.

karen lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

hi mum. missing you so much. the pain still so strong it's hard to focus on anything else. had a slight distraction, toothache, got dentist this morning.kids all send there love as does tony. aimee wants to give you a kiss so watch out shes sent many.will come to see you on monday and bring you some fresh flowers. love you mum,allways in my heart and thoughts. bye for now give paul a hug from us.

Graham lit a candle on 10th September, 2008:

Alright Marge, well you sort of heard me cause it has not been so wet today, you`ve got to dry these tears, you`re making it very wet for us, and we need some dry weather.
So you had better stop soon, or we are going to have to send some back to you wrapped in angel wings.
Be up at the weekend as usual.
Night xxx

Joshy lit a candle on 9th September, 2008:

Hi nan, still enjoying school, lots more to do this year, before I go to big school, sleep tight nan x x x

kevin lit a candle on 9th September, 2008:

Hello again sweetheart , just a few lines to let you know that things are still not right without you , time seems to be passing so slowly and painfully , still we struggle on without you near As Graham says it has rained nearly every day since you went away , it does seem as though you are there shedding a tear for us all . Tina , Simon and Katie allsend their love and are missing you madly , sleep tightly and peacefully mum and we will speak again soon , we love you with all our hearts and miss you so much too

Lorraine lit a candle on 8th September, 2008:

Mum, Love Lives On
Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on,
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved one's gone.
Those we love can never be
more than a thought apart,
for as long as there is memory,
they'll live on in the heart.
Mum I have so many memories of you, you
will always have a special place in my
heart for as long as I live.
I love you and miss you so much.
Sleep tight sweetheart, I will say a prayer for you tonight xx

harry webb lit a candle on 7th September, 2008:

dear nan,
i love u so so much it was realy hard when u passed but at least your not in pain anymore it was my birthday on tuesday i thought of yo alot on that day so heres a poem for you.

he night I found out
You had gone from this world
All I could think of was the sunrise
How when one door shuts
Another opens
I know that this life at this opened door
Could never match up to
The times spent with you
Behind the closed one
The “ sweety draw “
Under the kitchen sink
Journeys in your garden
These thoughts will stay with me forever
Coming up on a sunrise of memories

you’ll be forever in our hearts
Always in our minds
you’ll never stop receiving our love

Always love you nan. your always in my heart

Graham lit a candle on 7th September, 2008:

Alright Marge, we went to Windsor Castle yesterday, and had a look round to see how the other half live, not bad for a castle I suppose, Matthew was trying to wind the guards up by marching up and down like they do, tidied the grave up also today rain had taken its toll, be back next weekend as its back to work again now. Take Care Marge

kevin webb lit a candle on 6th September, 2008:

HI MUM , LOVING AND MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE WITH EVERY PASSING DAY , I THOUGHT THINGS WOULD BECOME EASIER AND MORE BEARABLE AS TIME PASSED ON , BUT LITTLE DID I REALISE JUST HOW PAINFULL LIFE IS WITHOUIT YOU . THIS CANDLE IS SENT WITH ALL OUR LOVE AND FOND MEMORIES OF YOU , YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED MORE THAN YOU COULD HAVE EVER BELIEVED. SLEEP TIGHT UNTIL NEXT TIME , YOPU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS , LOVE ALWAYS .

Michelle lit a candle on 5th September, 2008:

Hi nan i can't believe its been 2months since you've been gone, keep expecting to hear from you or speak to you and it hurts to know that i can't, love you nan thinking of you everyday xxxxxx

Jane lit a candle on 4th September, 2008:

visited your grave today, it looks lovely be proud of your family i hope im doing agood job at Helens i feel your spirit is watching me love Jane XXX

karen lit a candle on 3rd September, 2008:

hi mum, it's been almost two months now since u left us. they said that time would help but to us its getting harder as the reality that u've really gone hits. it just don't seem right, i thought u'd always be here.the girls keep asking for you. why can't we see nanny they ask so often.they're not old enough to understand.we told them ur up in heaven with the angels.they don't really understand but they wave to you in the sky and blow u endless kisses. kids are back at school tomorrow.i know i haven't been to see you for a couple of weeks.but it's been a nightmare the last few times i've been with the girls i can't say the things i want to say. but i'l see u tomorrow ok. i love you mum.sleep tight xxx.

Michelle lit a candle on 3rd September, 2008:

Nan i miss u so much still doesnt quite feel real that you have gone, still go to mums on weekends expecting to see you sitting there with your price drop channel on love you nan you're always in my thoughts we'll see you again one day xxx

Graham lit a candle on 30th August, 2008:

Dear Marge although we never always saw eye to eye, but thats what son in laws are for "To live in the hearts of those you leave behind is never to die"
Sleep tight.
May this candle shine bright in your memory.

harry lit a candle on 23rd August, 2008:

To nan,

i miss you so muck and i love you i will never forget you and your alwase in my heart i will alwase visit you your never forgoten .x.

r.i.p i love you

harryxxxxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 22nd August, 2008:

Mum, you`re in my thoughts everyday, I love and miss you so much, I hope you and Paul are happy, look after each other until we all together again, love you always, I light this candle from us all, long may it shine bright for you

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 7th July, 2008:

Please accept my deepest condolences on the loss of your Mother/grandmother..I also lost my mom last October she was also born in 1938..I miss her so much !!

I will keep you in my Prayers..Rest in Peace Marjorie..

God Bless you All..
you are welcome to visit my mom's page

joshy lit a candle on 3rd December, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been to school today and I have had a good day.
Its december now and I have started my advent calender.
R.I.P. Nan x x x

Matt lit a candle on 30th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,

We have had Harry over this weekend but Lucie didn't want to stay.

We have been playing most of the time ,and then at night, we just spoke.

Man Utd play later, I think we will win. Chelsea and Arsenal play later aswell and I am hoping they draw.

I'm going back to school tomorow at last.

Love You Nan,

MattXXX

Joshy lit a candle on 30th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
Sorry I have not been on for a long time.
I have been very busy and although I haven't been putting candles on I still visit your site.
R.I.P. Nan x x

Matt lit a candle on 28th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,

Just stopped by to say hello.

We might be having Lucie and Harry over to stay tomorow. All of us will probably be coming to see you at your grave tomorow, which will be good for me as I couldnt see you last week.

I am feeling alot better now and I will be going back to school on Monday. I will be able to see and speak properly to all my friends.

I still miss you so much and will speak to you again soon.

Love You Nan,

MattXXX

Laurie Kat's Mommy lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING MARJORIE,

I WANT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY TO KNOW YOU ALL WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THIS HOLIDAY SEASON. THIS TIME OF THE YEAR IS VERY HARD ON ALL OF US AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM HERE FOR YOU.

MARJORIE, IF YOU SEE MY KAT KAT CAN YOU PLEASE WRAP HER IN YOUR ARMS AND GIVE HER THE BIGGEST HUG AND KISS AND TELL HER HER MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES HER SO MUCH!

I WILL KEEP MATT IN MY PRAYERS, I PRAY HE IS FEELING BETTER. YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY, LOTS OF LOVE, LAURIE

Lorraine lit a candle on 24th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
So sorry I haven't been to chat for a
few days, its been a bit mad here to be
honest. Matt was taken in hospital on
Wednesday night and had his appendix out
on Thursday. So I was up there all day
Thursday and they let him out lunch time
on Friday. He cant do very much, he is
just beginning to stand up properly again, he has been bent over like a little old man. He cant go back to school for another week and cant do any
sport for three weeks after that, so he's not a very happy boy. I'm just glad
he came through it ok, he is very proud
of his scar, i dont think he can wait to
get back to school to show it off.
I sure feel that you are watching over us mum, I really need to feel that, It was hard being at East Surrey Hospital,
the last time I was there was in March when I got called up there because you had been unwell at work and the ambulance people phoned me. Memories still flow through my mind, when we were
taking Matt down to theatre I had a lump
in my throat thinking of you and what was going on with matt. When I had to leave him I ended up in tears, I just wanted to talk to you and have you say,
"dont worry, he's in the best place, they will look after him", but you couldn't and I miss you so much, but I
know you stayed with him during his op
and looked after him for me, thank you
for that.
Please stay close to us all, we all need
to know that you are near to us, we are
all finding things very hard at the moment. I went to your garden on Sunday
with Graham and Josh, I hope you liked
the flowers we put down for you, I felt
a bit guilty because I hadn't been since last weekend and hadn;t visited
your site even though I knew you would
have understood. I dont like to let you
down.
Mum, the pain is no easier, if anything
it gets harder, I miss you so much, your
birthday is next month and three days later it will be christmas, I hope you
have a great time in heaven, you deserve
to be spoilt and looked after for a change, I only wish we could look after
you. Let the angels take care of you, they will keep you save for us.
Lots of hugs and kisses coming up to you
make sure you catch them all.
God Bless, sleep tight, I LOVE YOU.
Matt xx, Josh xx, Graham xx
BIG KISS FOR PAUL XXXX

Matt lit a candle on 21st November, 2008:

Hi Nan,

If you have been watching over us then I think you would know that I haven't had such a good week. The stomach pains that I had started hurting on Sunday but the doctors only thought I had a bug but it turned out it wasn't.

On wednesday night I was refered to East Surrey and they had to do some tests. They took some of my blood and had a look at my stomach and said that I could have appendicitis . They kept me in over night.

Early thursday morning, they said that they were going to operate and take the appendix out. And so at 11o'clock they took me down to theatre and put me to sleep. Then two hours later, I woke up in the recovery room with a women looming right over me!!!

I had a really bad throat when I woke up and my stomach really hurt.

Mum and Dad come and met me and then I was put onto the ward again and fell asleep for a few hours.

I was discharged today and I feel alot better.

Hope you feel well to Nan,

Love you,

MattXXX

Joshy lit a candle on 19th November, 2008:

HI Nan,
I have been to school today and next friday me and my year group are going to Gatwick Airport.
I am missing you so much and really wish you were still here.
I am watching England and we are beating Germany one nill.
I hope that you are also watching this football match up in heaven and I hope you sleep well every night.
R.I.P. Nan x x x

harry lit a candle on 17th November, 2008:

hi nan

im realy sorry i havent spoke lately i hope your having fun up there with most of your family no fun without you but i know you there is spirit god bless you nan.

harry xx

Laurie Kathryn Coleman's Mommy lit a candle on 16th November, 2008:

Hello Marjorie,

I am thinking of you and your family today as I do everyday. Sorry it has been a long time since I last visited. My hands have been bothering me and sometimnes the pain is unbearable.

I just wanted to let everyone know you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you all like family!

take care, Love Laurie

Matt lit a candle on 15th November, 2008:

Salut Nan,

Moi vous be regarder foot aujourd. Man Utd win 5-0 par rapport Stoke City, mais Portsmouth draw par rapport West Ham.

Jai do tennis aujord. Jai do sage.

J'adore tu Nan.

MattXXX

joshy lit a candle on 13th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I am getting ready to go to school and I thought I would come and light a candle seeing I did not put one on last night.
The weekend is coming fast and tommorow I am singing in assembly and I will think of you while I am singing.

R.I.P. Nan x x

joshy lit a candle on 10th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been to school today and had a good day I thought about you all day.
I am getting myself ready for my for singing in assembly this coming friday.

R.I.P. Nan x x

Joshy lit a candle on 8th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been to your garden today and it still looks nice and colourful.
I brought some pudsey the bear things today in town and I am going to wear them to school next friday.
I am going to stand up in assembly next friday and sing to raise some money for
children in need so I will think of you when I am singing I am going to sing sorry's not good enough by mcfly.
R.I.P. Nan x x

Matt lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,

Just come to have a chat with you. Got my bronze credit certificate at school the other day.

Made Cornish Pasties today in Food tech and they turned out really well.

Tottenham , Aston Villa, and Man City all won last night in the Uefa cup.

Speak to you soon Nan,

Love You Nan,

MattXXX

Lorraine lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Just wanted to light a candle for you and, to say I love you and that I am missing you so much.
I visited your grave yesterday with Kevin, I hope you liked the flowers and the stone we put down for you.
I really wish you were still here with
us, it hurts so much without you.
I will be down with Graham and the boys
either tomorrow or sunday ok.
Keep watching over us, we need you too.
God Bless, Sleep Tight, hope this candle
is shining brightly for you, catch the kisses coming up with it xx xx xx
LOVE YOU xx, Josh xx Matt xx Graham xx

Joshy lit a candle on 6th November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
Stopping by again to say hello and have a chat I have been to school today and thought about you all day.
I had french today at school and if I admit im not very good at it!



R.I.P. Nan x x

lLorraine lit a candle on 5th November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
I am lighting this candle for you today
as it is four months since you went away. Four months have passed so quickly, it still hurts so much, and we
miss you more than ever.
The only consolation we have is that you
are not in pain anymore,and we dont have
to watch you suffer. We were so proud of
the fight you put up, you certainly didn't give up easily, you fought all the way. We admired you're strength. We
now have to find that strength to deal with your 70th birthday next month and also our first christmas without you, please help us to get through both of these, give us some of your great faith and look over us all.
Sleep Tight Mum, LOVE YOU xx xx xx
Matt xx Josh xx Graham xx
Big Kiss for Paul xx xx xx

joshy lit a candle on 3rd November, 2008:

Hi Nan,
Sorry I have not put a candle on this morning beacuse I was getting ready for school I went back to school today and did some sewing all day and I was thinking about you all day I still miss you every day and wish you were still here.
I will go to your garden at the weekend and your garden still looks really nice and colourful I love you so much and love going to your garden every sunday and sometimes saturday's as well.
R.I.P. Nan x x x x x x

Lorraine lit a candle on 2nd November, 2008:

Hi Mum,
I wanted to light this candle for you and to say I am still missing you so much, and I wish I could just get a hug
from you and for you to say "it will be
ok", I know that is not going to happen
but I need to believe you are near.
Mum, you know how important you were to
all of us, our lives have changed forever but we learnt a lot from you and
we will grow strong and learn a lot about ourselves from losing you.
We all miss you everyday and we all wish
that we could bring you back, its not too be so we have to remember you in our
own ways and we all pray that you are at
peace, happy and content with Jesus.
God Bless You, I hope you can see this
candle and know that I am thinking of you, Love You Mum xx xx Matt xx Josh xx

harry lit a candle on 1st November, 2008:

hi nan,

just woke up lol hope youslept welllast night was fun.

love you nanxx

harry lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

Hi Nan,

Its halloween now yay!!
Im going trick or treating tonight it will be fun and kool i miss you so much.

Bye Nan xx
Sweet dreams x

Joshy lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

Hi Nan,


Happy haloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi Nan I am going to go out trick or treating tonight at 6:00 and I hope you will aswell.
I will miss you this year beacuse you always used to bring us lots of nice things to go with.
I have been thinking of you all the time and will go to your grave tommorow to see you and to havea chat.
Love you Nan and miss you loads.
R.I.P Nan x x x x x

karen lit a candle on 30th October, 2008:

hi mum.so sorry it's been so long.i miss you every day.it's been a tough time for me at the moment. had mri done yesterday for this lump in my arm.should get results back next week. feeling a lot better now and will be down probably tuesday.it's been emotionally draining hopefully can relax and stop worring after wednesday.halloween tomorrow kids getting excited about dressing up. fireworks are driving us mad as you'd remember lucie can't cope with loud noise's,shes going potty.so as normal we can't have any firework's or even take them to a display. hopefully she'l grow out of it.wish you could be here with us and share all this.time hasn't eas'd our pain just makes us miss you more.will get some resent photos sorted for you soon.love you mum,miss you so much.night god bless.love you

joshy lit a candle on 30th October, 2008:

Hi Nan,
Halloween is tommorow and me mat mum and dad are all going trick or treating.
Mum is taken me into town today to buy me a nice halloween costume and also we are going to buy a pumkin.
we have been looking for halloween pictures for your sight and mum and dad are going to put them on tonight and I am going to watch them as they do it. We have been missing you so much lately and going to your grave alot it still looks nice and colourful and we may go today if not at the weekend.
R.I.P. Nan x x x x x x

kev lit a candle on 30th October, 2008:

Hi sweetheart, sorry i have taken so long to write again,i have been really busy lately and am back in Scotland working,we only have one computer between us and it is difficult spending any amount of time on it before somebody else needs it.Anyway we are still hurting really badly and no matter how much time has gone by it is still very difficult and painfull, you are forever in our thoughts and will never be forgotten.I come home soon and myself and Tina will be coming over to see you .Lorraine and Graham have been looking after your little garden and we cant wait to see how it is looking.Katie and Simon as always send their love .I cant believe how quickly the time has gone and really miss not being able to speak with you , just to hear your voice again . Sorry mate but this is really painfull , i will go now and promise i will not leave it so long the next time . Please sleep tight and rest peacefully all our love ,Kev, Tina ,Simon and Katie . Love you always xxxxxx

Joshy lit a candle on 29th October, 2008:

Hello Nanny,
I have been staying in all day today and have been thinking of you all day.
I miss you so much and wish you were still here and matt has hada friend round last night and he goes home today.




R.I.P. Nan x x x x x x x

Lorraine lit a candle on 26th October, 2008:

Night Mum,
Sleep tight sweetheart, hope you liked
the flowers we brought you today? It's
a shame it was so wet, but we still had
a good chat didn't we?
Love You Lots, Miss you so much xx
Joshy xx, Matt xx Graham xx

Lorraine lit a candle on 25th October, 2008:

Hi Mum,
I found a poem for you, I hope you like
it:-
This candle is filled with
warmth and love, and sent to
A Special Angel, in heaven above.
There is a beautiful garden,
in a far away land,
Where God and this sweet angel
walk hand in hand,
How lucky God is to have such a
treasure,
Take care of this angel Lord,
For ever and ever xx.
It only takes a moment,
To light this candle for you,
To let you know you are in our hearts
and your loving family too.
There is a home that lies beyond,
And past it's golden door,
Awaits the one who's now away,
not lost - just gone before.
Mum, you are my Special Angel, sleep
tight, love you xx xx

Matt lit a candle on 24th October, 2008:

Hi nan,

Suppose it hasn't been a good week for Nan after seeing man U win and Pompey not.

But i hope your still having fun in heaven and will keep watching over us.

Love You Nan,

MattXXX

Lorraine lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Just wanted to say night, sleep tight.
Look out for the candle, hope you can
see it brightly shining for you.
Love You Lots xx

Matt lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

Hi Nan,

Suppose you are not too happy after Man Utd last night. I know you hate seeing them win. Porstmouth are playing tomorrow.

Doing really well at school. Especially in my french. " J' adore tu Grand-mere"

Love you Nan,

Mattxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 21st October, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Sending lots of love, hugs and kisses
up to you in heaven.
I hope you are waiting to catch them all, as they all come floating up.
Thank you for keeping an eye on all of
us, I really have felt your presence especially over the weekend. It makes you seem close somehow, how I wish you were here still with us.
I Love you so much, that will never stop, I just wish I could tell you .
God Bless you sweetheart, look out for
your candle. Love you xx, Matt xx, Joshy xx, Graham xx

Lorraine lit a candle on 19th October, 2008:

Hi there Mum,
I just wanted to say hello and to let
you know that I am missing you so.
I miss the sound of your voice so much,
I so miss your phone calls especially
the evening one's, I still tend to look
at my clock betwee eight and nine o'clock, because that was when you always used to ring.
Sometimes I wish I could ring you just to hear your voice again.
God Bless Mum, I hope you can see this
candle shining brightly full of love for you.
Love You Lots xx, Matt xx, Josh xx, and
Graham xx Love to Paul xxxx

Joshy lit a candle on 18th October, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been at school this week and have been thinking of you all week.
Also been to your grave today its looking really nice and very colourful hope you have been looking down on us and hope you like what you see.


love you lots Nan x x x x

Matt lit a candle on 14th October, 2008:

Hi Nan,

Hope you like the memory I've just put on.

Keep watching over us and have a good time in heaven.

Love you Nan,

MattXXX

harry lit a candle on 12th October, 2008:

hi nan,

i went too the grave with mum and the girls today it look realy nice lucie went to matt and joshes house for the weekend love you nan bye xxxx

Graham lit a candle on 9th October, 2008:

Alright there Marge, Sites looking good now, you must be happy with it cause you have not made me crash it this week, maybe its because im not staying up late and getting tired.
Still so busy at the moment but will be over to see you at the weekend as usual to say " Alright"
Night, God Bless

kev lit a candle on 7th October, 2008:

Just quickly and simply to say i love and miss you more now than i did when you passed three long months ago, hope you are at peace and sleeping tightly, god bless mum.xxxxxxxx

matt lit a candle on 6th October, 2008:

hi nan,

Well it's been 3 months now and i am still missing you as much as i did when you died.

love you nan,

MattXXXX

Lorraine lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

Hi Mum,
It's three months today since you went away, I just want to light a candle for
you and to say I am still missing you so much, my heart aches with the pain.
I know grief is the price we pay for love, but it hurts so much. I wish you could come and give me a hug and make it feel better.
It is raining really hard here today and it really seems to suit the mood of us all, we will be going to your grave later on, I always feel close to you there. I just hate it walking away from you.
I hope God is looking after you for us,
your faith in him was always so strong,
it is nice to think that he has got you in heaven and keeping you happy and safe.
Love you mum, sleep tight sweetheart xxx
Love to Paul too xx
Love from: Matt xx, Josh xx, Graham xx

harry lit a candle on 3rd October, 2008:

hi nan,

well i have had a nice time at year 6 well you could say that some times i love you soo much im going too year 7 soon cant wait new school i hope you are having fun up in heaven im 11 now (oh my god already) lol i its aimees birthday tomorrow gosh she will be 3 well im going to go now bye nan xxxxxxxxxx

Laurie Molcany (Kathryn Coleman's Mommy) lit a candle on 2nd October, 2008:

To Ms. Marjorie,

My deepest condolences to your family. May they find comfort in knowing You are resting peacefully in the arms of Jesus.

I definately feel your pain as I have lost a few of my family members. 19 years ago I lost my son, he was born without kidneys and had other complications. On Sept 11, 2007 I lost my 10 yr old daughter Kathryn Coleman. Then on March 18, 2008 I lost Kathryn's father, the love of my life for 16 years. After our daughter's death her father did not want to live, he talked about suicide and on March 18 he followed thru with it. I am just devestated. I miss my family so much. My heart breaks in two.

Please know you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Feel free to visit Kathryn's site , I have pictures of her father and brother on there also.

Take Care, God Bless You

Love Laurie Molcany

Joshy lit a candle on 30th September, 2008:

Hi Nan,
I have been missing you loads, and we went to see the grave at the weekend.
I thought the grave looked really nice and colouful.
R.I.P. X X X X

harry lit a candle on 27th September, 2008:

nan,

i hope your having a great time in heaven and i hope uncle paul is ok
well im doining well at school i will
will be going to secondary school soon
i went to see you last week i will be
coming back soon your alwase in me
everyday i know theres a piece of my
heart has gone to heaven and thats
you i love you nan.

from your granson harry xxxx

Graham lit a candle on 27th September, 2008:

Alright Marge, Sorry I have not written till now.
Been busy with work , the extra cleaning and staying up with Lorraine putting many happy memories on the site for all to see, be off to work again in a minute, then a Car Boot this afternoon.
Will be up to see you tomorrow.
And keep the garden looking nice.
Behave yourself.

Kev lit a candle on 26th September, 2008:

Hi mate , sorry i have'nt been about for a little while but i'm still up in Scotland , only have one computer which is shared by about thirty of us . Anyway hope your happy and having lots of fun with Paul ,robin and Tara we are still missing you terribly ,but at least we have the knowledge that you are not suffering anymore . I cant wait until we come back down South and i can come to see you again , miss you more and more with every passing day .Good night and god bless , sleep tight sweetheart , love always . Massive kisses from Simon,Katie and Tina . xxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 26th September, 2008:

Mum, thought i would come and have a chat with you, the boys are feeling much better and have gone down the park to play tennis. So I am sitting in here on my own. I have been applying for jobs online, that was an experience.
I am going to try and go back into an office, wish I could have talked to you about it, we always talked things over and you would always tell me what you thought, I really miss that.
I will let you know how things go, I will need you to help me be strong, I need to try and move forward and I think getting a job will be the best way of doing this, I wont forget you, that will never happen, and I will still visit your grave every weekend.
Love you mum, miss you more every day, this pain is never ending and so unbearable. Sleep tight sweetheart, kisses from matt xx josh xx and graham xx and from me too XX

Lorraine lit a candle on 24th September, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Have been thinking about you a lot today, some days I can talk about you easily and even have a laugh at some of
the things I remember or what people like Maureen and Margaret say that they
remember about you. Other days I just find is so hard and I have to admit the
tears still come very easily.
I just hope you are happy and content, it makes it harder for us because we just dont know.
Hope you have made as many good friends
up there as you did down here. say hello
to everyone from us. Give Paul a big hug
and this candle is for you, paul, your mum, dad, robin, gary and mabel and brenda, God bless to all of you, sleep tight xxxx

matt lit a candle on 22nd September, 2008:

Alright nan,

Been doing well at school and ive been playing at the park a lot aswell. And me and Josh will not be going to school aswell because we've both got chicken pox.

Hope your all healthy and well


Love you loads Nanxxxxxxxx

mattxx

Michelle lit a candle on 22nd September, 2008:

Hi nan, having fun up there? was round mum's last night and we having a laugh going through some of the old photos of us all we posted some on here for you to remember too! Take care nan will come over with mum this week to see you, love you and miss you soo much xxxxx

Graham lit a candle on 19th September, 2008:

Alright there Marge,
Well the weekend is here again, been working hard all week, it really is getting busy right now, but thats good.
Still you must have cheered up as the sun has been shining the last few days, so hope you got a big smile on your face.
Be up at the weekend as usual to keep the garden neat and tidy.
Night Sleep Tight

Kev lit a candle on 19th September, 2008:

Hi mum , just a few lines again to let you know we are all still struggling to come to terms that you are no longer with us , each day gets harder and i thought it would get easier .We all love and miss you dearly and always will , Tina and the kids send their love, miss you always, sleep tight xxxx

harry lit a candle on 17th September, 2008:

hi nanxxxx

i hope you are ok im sure god is looking after you i love you so muchxxxx

Graham lit a candle on 16th September, 2008:

Alright Marge,
Well you must be happier now, as no rain for a few days now and the outlook is bright, you haven`t found someone up in heaven, someone caught your eye??
Good for you if you have.
Still working on this special thing for the site, hopefully soon.
You take care, night.

karen lit a candle on 16th September, 2008:

i love you mum.nightxxx.

harry lit a candle on 13th September, 2008:

nan x

its realy hard you being gone so i have done you another poem so hope you like it love you xxx

if i could have just 5 minutes more with you
here is what id say
i miss and love you so much nan
and this pain wont go away.

i miss all the chats we'd have
where we'd put the world to rights
we'd sit and talk for hours
usually well into the night.

When i was told that morning
my world stood still
theres a place forever in my heart for you an
a place only you can fill.

you'll never see me get married
or meet the woman i love
my kids will never know there great-great nan
but i know you'll be watching from above.

i know one day we'll meet again
i don't know where i don't know when
but i know your up there waiting for me
your brightest star for all to see.

now i must move on dear nan
this is just my way to say
i was honored to have you in my life
and i will remember you each and every day.

hope you liked it nan love you so much xxxxxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

Hi mum, I am missing you so much sweetheart, I really miss being able to
speak to you, to tell you all thats been going on, what matt and josh have been upto, its just so hard no being able to do that anymore. I always look at the clock in the evenings and think that you would just be getting in from work about now, and waiting for my phone to ring. I wish there was a phone in heaven so I could ring you just to hear your voice, and for you to tell me that it will get easier and that we will all get stronger.
I love doing the website, but sometimes looking at the photos brings all the memories back of what we have lost.
I love you mum, and i always will have a special placein my heart for you.
Sleep tight, I will be at your graveside over the weekend and we will have a chat there xxxx

Kev lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

Hi mum still in wet ,cold , soggy Scotland as the girls say it is still very painfull without you and you are always in our thoughts ,i don't think we have had too many dry days up here either so as Graham says stop crying now ... Cant wait to get back down home next month and come and see you again . until then sleep tight and remember you are in all of our thoughts, Tina,Simon and Katie all send their love . Sleep tight xxx

matt lit a candle on 11th September, 2008:

hi nan,

ive got another poem for you. Promise next time i will do something different but ive got this for the moment.XxXxXxXxXx

You are the greatest nan i could ask for,
Its hard to come to terms i wont see you any more,

I know that you are with me all through the day,
And watch me at night when i sleep and put my head to lay,

I think of all the memories, and fun we used to have,
Of which i'd like to thank you for, those memories make me glad,

I want to say "I Love You Nan", I miss you very much,
You'll never be forgotten though, of that I'll always clutch.

harry lit a candle on 10th September, 2008:

nan x

well nan im having fun at school i love you so much and iv got another poem for you xxxx

God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not to be
so he put his arms around you
and whispered,
"Come to Me"

With tearful eyes we watched you
and saw you pass away
and although we love you dearly
we could not make you stay.

A Golden heart stopped beating
hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove us
he only takes the best

matt lit a candle on 9th September, 2008:

hi nan,
Sorry for not putting something on in a while but i am still missing you. I've got a poem for you now . Hope you enjoy it.

Silent flight,
Away in the night,
No more pain,
For you tonight.

Your last breath,
Did you just take,
And as my sadness grows,
Myheart does break.

Foor i know,
Deep down in my heart,
There would be aday,
We'd have to part.

Nan rest in peace,
Know that your loved,
We're sending our wishes,
To you above.

You're not to worry,
With the angels you'll stay,
And fly with them,
To a better place.

Hope you like it,

Love you Nan XxXxXxXxX

matt

Graham lit a candle on 9th September, 2008:

Alright Marge,

Well its still raining, has done quite alot since you have been gone, Its as if you are crying for us, but please do not be sad , we are all thinking of you in our own ways, and that will never stop.
So dry up those tears for us and smile.
Night Marge

harry lit a candle on 8th September, 2008:

nan x,

i went to school today i had a good day weekends are so diffrent now you not being there words cant describe how much i miss you but you have gone to be with paul now i will carry you around in my thoghts and heart soon i will be going on a trip and you will be there with me.

i love you nan night xxxxxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 7th September, 2008:

Hi mum,
Went to Windsor Castle yesterday, took you with us in our thoughts. We visited St. George's chapel and I lit a candle for you and said a prayer for you.
The boys really enjoyed themselves, they
loved the armour and all the weapons, matt was amazed by the soldiers who do the ceremonial guard, he couldn't believe that they carry real guns.
We all went to your grave this morning, it needed a good tidy up, the wind and rain of friday and saturday had really given it a bit of a bashing. Never mind, it didn't take long to tidy and put right, the boys did their usual jobs of getting the watering cans and sorting out all the flowers that they thought needed to be changed for fresh
ones. They enjoy coming to see you and are at ease when they talk to you and tell you what they have been up to, they miss you so much, sometimes it still gets too much for them and we have
some tears, we have a cuddle and talk about you and they seem to deal with it again.
I know it is very difficult for them because it is difficult for me too, i miss you so much it breaks my heart, sometimes it feels like i am never going to stop hurting.I know you are not in pain anymore, and i thank god for that, i know that good is holding you close and protecting you for us.
God bless mum, you are always in my thoughts, I love you so much xxx

Joshy lit a candle on 6th September, 2008:

To nanny,
I have been going to school for the past two days.
I have been thinking about all the time at school.
I love you and miss you more and more every day love you.


josh R.I.P.

Graham lit a candle on 5th September, 2008:

Alright marge, sorry not been able to see you this week, but back to work, so hard to get over, but will definately be over at the weekend, more like sunday, and we can have our usual chat,alright, take care see you soon

Lorraine lit a candle on 5th September, 2008:

Hi mum, it is two months today, and it is raining just like it was on that saturday. It seems to have rained every day since you went away, we say it is tears from heaven, but I want to think of you laughing and smiling not crying for us. I think of you as my own guardian angel who will watch over me and karen, sally and kevin and all of the children. I know you will watch over us and guide us as you always did.
I miss you so much mum, the pain doesn't seem to get any easier and the tears still come everyday.
Sleep tight sweetheart, I love and miss you everyday.
This candle is shining in heaven for you

matt lit a candle on 3rd September, 2008:

Nan, i am still missin you so much . i'm still visiting your grave and will always carry on talking to you when i'm there.

Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.


If love could have saved you ,
You would live forever.

I am going back to school on Friday, but that doesnt mean i wont be thinking about you.

love you nan,

matt xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Josh Humphries lit a candle on 3rd September, 2008:

To Nan i am missing you so much.
I am going back to school tomorow and i will be thinking of you all day.
I have been thinking of you all the holidays and miss you so muchxxxxxxxx.




xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lorraine lit a candle on 2nd September, 2008:

Mum, two months have passed now and still it hurts as if it was only yesterday. I miss you so much, i miss not being able to talk to you and listening to you telling me all about your latest bargains. I visit your grave every week and chat, but its not quite the same even though i do feel close to you there.
This candle is to tell you that i am still thinking of you, I LOVE YOU xxx

matt lit a candle on 24th August, 2008:

will always remember you nan. Always visiting your grave. i will always love you . Hope you will always remember me


R.I.P NAN XXXXXXXXXXXX

Josh Humphries lit a candle on 22nd August, 2008:

To nan, I miss you so much.
And you will always be a part of me, and i will never forget you.
God bless, sleep tight.
Long may this candle shine for you xxxxxxx I love you so much.xxxxxxxxx

karen webb lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

God bless mum. we love and miss you so much.Words can't express the pain emptiness we feel, you have left an empty space in our hearts. rest in peace mum it,s now paul,s time to be with you and as today would be his birthday,We light this candle for you both. you are always in our thoughts.x night mum. x night paul. x

Michelle lit a candle on 5th July, 2008:

Rest In Peace Nan, i love you xxx